fourteen.

Love,

it's not a feeling, or an emotion. it's a state of being. to love someone, it's almost always an action. you can't tell someone you love them unless you act on it. you can't say that unless you show the other, what love is; charishing the person, doing things for the other person, and making life enjoyable for both of you.
i'm not saying that love is a binding thing, but most of the time in a relationship with a significant other, it is.
you have to act on the love that you tell them you have for them, and the amount that you want them to love you back with.
but usually, people are naive and don't usually act on it, less than they say it.

is that what society has made us come accustomed to?
is saying i love you just for the relief of saying it, or is it for something bigger?
is it for the time you wake up in the morning, and the time you go to bed, you want to see that person next to you, do you want to do things for them?
or is it just say it, and it doesn't matter what that person does, and you can go ahead and live your life the way you were living it, with not a care as much as if the person loves you back or not?

thirteen.

so i think i like you, alot.

twelve.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy,
Just wanna be happy

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear,
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side,
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy,

So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be,
I just wanna be happy