Monday, February 1, 2010

sixteen.

doing something that you feel right, shouldn't result in having you being called a name.

so I have figured that, since I only have two years left in highschool I should live it,
without being tied down to someone, or making that fateful judgement.
either staying with someone because I am selfish, or breaking up because it's better to experiance life.
now I'm not saying I'm not open to having a relationship. I just feel that it would be hard.
to open up, and let someone in, when in fact I only have fourteen months.
I think it would be easier to have flings, or short term relationships, without being so tied up.
tied up in the person, or the idea that the relationship would last longer than fourteen months.

I'm also not saying that I am not waiting for that one person. The one that makes me want to spend my life with them. when I am. I guess you can say that I am a hopeless romantic, but at the moment, I'm not that hopeless.